Sunday- the day when you can be
Yourself- and not let be ruled –
A day to do what you wish to do
And not what others want you to do.
Sunday – the day one could read
Even the most insignificant ad
A day you need brush your teeth
Only when you want to eat.
I have a little duster, of soft
Synthetic bristles – to dust
The books, tables or the shelves
And an old torn shirt to swipe them clean.
There’s something about cleaning,
Dusting, tidying up and swiping.
A fleck of dust, a blotch of stain,
A crack that weren’t there before.
Today, I took on the showcase shelves
Souvenirs, scattered, of a life gone by.
A fan from
A medal my father earned for service with merit.
Glass flower vases, my mom’s valued prizes
Headless dolls my sister and I played with.
A bowl my granny used to fill with fruit,
Statuettes of dogs and such other stuff.
I clean them, dust them and keep them back,
Wondering what value they have.
What would they mean to my wife or son,
These worthless pieces, when I am gone.
In the stillness of days and nights
When I am gone, the winds would blow.
Specks of dust would settle and stain
White dustsheets would shroud my life.
Forlorn, forgotten, fritted away
My life, like a photo fading away
Where colours give way to meaningless grey.
Then one day-
Torn or crushed and swept away.
**************** Kottayam 27-12-2004
Okay.. so that was why you started giving away things. So that you can be yourself atleast on Sundays.
ReplyDelete6 years gone by and I guess your posessions halved and memories doubled.
best wishes......
ReplyDeleteThe inevitable with regard to all and one of us.
ReplyDeleteThats such a sweet poem. I go with you on the priceless possessions...
ReplyDeleteYour lines were so vivid, I could visualize :)
Its very nice expecting more such poems
ReplyDeleteBalan, there is often this 'after you'thoughts in you.Everything will be the same,the Secretariat,the Over bridge, VJT hall,your medals and cherished books,all will stay.Only us will be replaced.
ReplyDeleteI loved the thoughts.
@Doc: After me? The floods, of course! ;D
ReplyDelete@Sreejith: Dispossessing began when the realisation of the futility of possessing dawned. Yes, the process might have begun 6 years ago...
ReplyDelete@Jayaraj: Thanks!
@Anil: No, I am gonna live forever!
@Insignia: Thanks. Look closely. You are seeing yourself in the bits and pieces; hence the value, isn't it? take yourself out of it - what remains? Nothing. Whether art d'objects or relationships. Do read my poem, 'Nada'. I consider it as a really profound insight into this issue.
@ Aswathy: Thanks!
@Doc: And Coffee House and YWCA and ... :)
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